I am nothing

Everyday I find out how important love really is. And everyday I try a little harder at being that love. Because without love I am nothing. And I don't want to be nothing, I want to be something.

That means the world is nothing because it doesn't have love. I want to make it something, but to make it something I have to be something, I have to be love. After all... That's what I'm here for.

Hi everyone! Long time no blog, I know:/ I've just made a new friend and we're compiling a list of things to do over the summer. If you need ideas (like I do) here's the whole list:
1. nevershoutnever! concert
2. tie-dye
3. roll someone's house
4. go to the movies
5. sidewalk chalk
6. learn the hallelujah dance
7. take tons of pictures
8. text until our eyes bleed
9. go on a scavenger hunt
10. have a picnic
11. fly a kite
12. feed the ducks
13. go to the zoo
14. have a game night and play twister
15. explode coke bottles with mentos
16. bounce on the trampoline with a water hose
17. blow a whole bottle of bubbles
18. have a food fight
19. plastic wrap the toilets at walmart
20. go to the river
21. go to an amusement park
22. have a bonfire and eat smores
23. beat a video game
24. play hide and seek
25. swim fully clothed in a public swimming pool
26. color a whole coloring book
27. go fishing
28. run a mile
29. go on a hike
30. shop at goodwill
31. play in the rain
33. bake a cake
34. message in a bottle
35. firefly jar
36. go bowling
37. paint the car windows
38. chug a whole bunch of yoohoos
39. make Justin learn to love sushi by the end of the summer
40. go through a drive through without a car

We need more ideas. If you have any post them in a comment and let me know<3 Summer is almost here (well what like a month away?) and we can't wait! Making new friends is amazing. See for yourself. Remember- you are loved in more ways than you could ever imagine. And you always will be.

And that's a picture I took for my "sad" assignment.

Sunshine

The sun came out today for the first time in almost a month! Ahh it felt so good. My sister-in-law brought her baby to our house today and we went on a huge hike. The whole time I was carrying the baby in the Moby (a sling.) It was precious. This last week has been insane! So much has happened... is going to happen. Most of it is good stuff like going to a resort with my church, helping my awesome friend out with feeding the homeless, but not all of it is good. I found out some things that are probably going to be really tough in the future. Thank God for friends who you know you can trust and are going to be there for you no matter what.
Sometimes I feel like all I need is friends and water to survive. Friends are a very important thing in every ones' lives. No matter who you are we all need bffs. My mom always tells me "if you want a friend, you got to be a friend" which is hard for me because I'm not exactly the social butterfly of the party. But people love it when you talk to them first. And you never know, just because of the simple "hi, my name's ---" you could be their life saver or they could even end up being yours. So if you know someone you really would like to be friends with but you're a little shy, just put it aside and take the chance. That chance could be the best risk you've ever taken. AND of course always remember... You are loved in so many ways you could say "no I'm not infinity" and still loose.

(I haven't posted in so long:0 Like I said though... it's been crazy. And you can see this picture at my deviantart along with many others.)

Shoes

Sorry I haven't posted anything in so long! But I'll pick up on it soon. Anything you want to know about me just post in a comment:]

So I found this coffee house where I live called The Crossroads and it's so awesome. It's like a teen hang out open at nights with live music and really good coffee. But the amazing thing about it is the people who run it. They're people who want a place where kids can come and feel accepted just for who they are. No matter how much metal is in your face, how many tattoos you have, what you wear, or what you think they're just going to love you no matter what. Only payment is a hug when you get there and when you leave.
You know it's really amazing when people can love someone no matter who they are. That's what Jesus did. Teens and kids are so ignored now. A lot of times parents just can't wait to drop them off at school or someonelses house. But it's the churches that are really bad. The church is supposed to love people, but most of the time they won't allow someone in church just because of what they look like. It's not ofton you see pierced/tattooed kids in church. I bet if they were allowed and accepted they would go. But the church is so in their own little bubble. Why do people get offended by what others wear or think? Jesus chose a tax collector (scum of society back then) to keep company with. Why shouldn't we do the same? Everyone is a person in need of love and acceptance no matter what they say, wear, or do. But the church doesn't want to realize that. A lot of "Christians" pretend to be higher than everyone else. But don't let those people distort your picture of Jesus. That's not what He's like at all. He went from being God to being a poor man for your sake. He's not like those "Christians" who think they are so righteous. No He's loving and caring to every person in the world. And He loves you more than anything<3


And these are just shoes I wish I had btw:
watermelons

waffle shoes

bummble bees:]

This is a homework assignment I had for photography. It's a self portrait. I put the outfit together copying sort of like a gothic lolita look. The hat came from For Love 21 ($8), the sleeves from Hot Topic (my friend gave them to me), and the dress I found for $7 at the local Goodwill. I love putting looks together like this and photographing them. Oh and the makeup (all though you can't really see it) was in gunmetal colors with smokey black eyeliner and long black lashes from Wet Seal.




As of today I'm sick with a sore throat and a headache:/ So the last few days have been spent in bed for me. I've also added a gadget to my blog so you can tweet or facebook it if you think it's good:]
You are loved!

Let Life Be Lived

I had a deep conversation with my bff the other night. We talked about so many things, but there's one thing I would like to share. Babies are being killed by the thousands. Check out this graph:

As you can see the percentages are steadily rising. Why? This is one of many reasons I came up with... Celebrities promote out-of-wedlock intimacy. It's just the "thing" to do now. It's totally hot, sexy, and... well... normal. Everybody does it. We all know how much celebs influence people. Young girls especially. Everybody wants to fit in and be normal. So they do whatever their "idols" do. This sexual influence clearly results in babies. Precious babies that are unwanted. Babies that are killed out of the shame of their mother. Those very babies who are being killed are no "accidents." What do people think happens when they have sexual encounters? It's just nature, not accident. Those babies are not accidents. They have lives with purpose. They have friends, talents, and a lover already planned out for them. But their chance at life gets destroyed because of the shame and guilt in this world. What would-be-mothers don't realize is that they do not have to carry that shame. They can live without guilt while watching their baby(s) grow. Even if people reject them because of their mistakes doesn't mean they aren't loved and forgiven. All the forgiveness they need is right before them. They just have to accept it and move on with their baby regardless of what others might say. Those mothers are not alone. They never will be. Help them see that they can forget their shame and and enjoy the baby they were given.
One more thing... I also thought that at least a good percent of babies that are killed are babies resulting of a rape. I think not....

Works of Mine

I love photography and these are some photos I have taken. Which one is your favorite?





I have so many more and if you liked it I'll post them.
You are loved<3

Frozen Up

This was a blossom about to bloom when it got all frozen over. This is also a picture I took yesterday:]
So many people get so frozen up and never live the life they were meant to live. Whether it's because of their surroundings, the people in their life, or just the things they entertain themselves with (movies, music, and magazines effect people in ways they may never know.) It's like little people are born and they're like little buds getting ready to bloom over the years. But then something happens right before they blossom. Someone close suddenly dies, something very important to them is stolen, people they loved desert them, or their boyfriend/girlfriend break their heart. It's like an unexpected ice storm settling over them and freezing them up. They don't ever want to get hurt like that again so they put protective cases around them thinking it's really going to protect them when really it's just hindering all their possibilities and shutting out all the others that really wanted to love them but couldn't. The frozen up people really do want to live again but they can't unfreeze themselves. They need a sunshine. They need someone to look through all the ice surrounding their hearts and just love them no matter what. Unconditional love. Maybe those frozen people you know are still frozen because they have no one that will love them until they melt. Maybe that's all that's keeping them iced up. Maybe if you just loved them and let them know you love them they will melt instantly. Or sometimes you just have to love them for years before they finally melt. Our main purpose in life is to love and to be loved. Love with all your heart and you'll find people will begin to love you back with all THEIR hearts. And love others with all their hearts. But someone has to be that first sunshine. YOU and I and EVERYONE needs to love no matter what. That is what life is all about. And sometimes it's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.

YOU are loved in more way than you know! Because whether you believe it or not Jesus still loves you unconditionally<3

Tagged Fashion

Tineasha had this on her blog and tagged everyone so here goes:]
Share your answers too^^

What is/are your most worn/used:

1) most worn lipstick/ lip gloss
2) most worn earrings
3) most worn shirt
4) most worn nail polish
5) most worn shoes
6) most worn hair product
7) most worn perfume
8) most worn handbag/ purse

1. I'm not much into lipgloss/stick but I love Burts Bees Chapstick


2. I actually never wear earings much:/ But I'm thinking about buying some at Hot Topic. They're the kind with the spikes in the back, and I couldn't find a picture.

3. I ordered this online and it hasn't gotten here yet, but when it does I'm going to wear it every day!


4. Although I don't have this brand, gunmetal is my favorite color. I have the Sally Hanson Xtreme Wear. I also so like black, white, and purple too. They make your nails so pretty and smooth.


5. I got these at Journey's and I LOVE them! Converse are my choice for everyday wear though.


6. I wear my hair flat a lot of the times, but when I tease/poof it I use John Freida Moisture Barrier hairspray. Big Sexy Hair root boost is amazing too.


7. My sister-in-law got this Ed Hardey perfume for me for Christmas. Mmmmm smells so good. I also really like Harajuku Lovers Lil' Gwin perfume


8. I love Hello Kitty! This is my favorite "purse" although it's really a backpack:] I also have a Puca messenger bag that i love.


Hope you guys had fun:] Remember- you are loved in more ways than you could ever imagine<3

On A Tree

I took this the other day. It's a beautiful tree. We have been iced in for a couple of days so that means no school, no friends, and no shopping.
I'm about to go see Leap Year with my sister and mom. I really don't know what it's about at all. I'll let you know if it is good or not.n I can not wait for Tim Burton's Alice In Wonderland to come out! The trailers look amazing. Another good movie is Edward Scissorhands by Tim Burton again. What are some of your FAVORITE movies? Movies you could watch over and over again. Movies that really meant something to you. Maybe changed your perspective of something or someone.

And remember... You are super special and loved very dearly. You my not feel it, but you are loved in ways you can't imagine.

A Little Me

I have this thing about innocence. Like I'm almost obsessed with it. I have always tried to keep it, and not grow out of it. Once you lose it there's no way getting it back... Or so I thought. Innocence is a very fragile thing. It is easily stolen or given away. It's stolen in the dark alleys, put away in the magazines, jeered at in the schools, destroyed on the TV. How could someone keep it for longer than a few young years? It almost seems impossible. Does no one see the importance of it? I want to be as a child again. Innocent. Forgiven. And I want everyone to be loved and forgiven. I want everyone to see how loved they are. Because it's more than they can imagine

What does innocence mean to you? It means the world for me.